will you be my sugar?
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
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i'd listen to my playlist--
but the laughter i hear
from every child outside
the squeaks
giggles
outbursts
its as if i can see their smiles
& white teeth
in here,
the walls that keep us apart
hide my own smile.
the best music you'll hear is one's laughter.
& with all that random outbursts put together
you have a band,
its up to you to listen & enjoy the show.
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it feels like its been so long
since i've heard such sweet melodies.
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enjoy every second.
Saturday, January 31
con tu.
because i love you.
worlds apart;
but when all of this is over;
i'll see the rainbow;
& the truth will be right in front of me;
you might not have your fast car;
but it doesnt matter with the look on your face;
i'll fall down on my knees, weak;
like a new born baby,
and the funny thing is,
i like it;
is it ok if i call you mine?
you stand there with your gitara;
i stand still, waiting.
feeling bubbly.
then you whisper, sweetheart tweetums.
i mumble, can i spend my life with you?
but then again there's nowhere else to go,
& i can finally "grow old with you".
so much in love;
inseparable.
we'll be together forevermore.
& you hear this faint tune of
reflection eternal <3
you have the best of me.
http://www.imeem.com/dandelionlove/playlist/PW9hGFCl/jan_music_playlist/
[[the things in bold are song titles from the playlist]]
585426+5293=5683.
splash of clarity.
Friday, January 30
trauma delta 1/29/081405
hahaha. whoever wrote on tag wrote o8 instead of o9.
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i always did know that i would get hit by car,
just didnt see it coming.
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crossed the street.
walked with care.
looking down, with each step.
making sure i wont fall.
white.
ice.
sidewalk.
& bam.
white fluffed up ball.
hit.
by a huge van.
rolled over across the icy path.
ripped up jacket.
blood&ice.
red&white.
the van crashed into a pole.
the driver gets out
& asks how the fluffled up ball is
//dont move, stay there, the police are coming//
it was cold.
sirens.
police.
ambulance.
witnesses.
totalled van.
the father that mistook me as his daugther.
i closed my eyes.
you & i both know how i dislike eye contact--
with strangers & certain occasions.
//do you like this shirt? im sorry, im gonna have to cut it, ok?//
---my mom got me this sweater---
but i couldnt say a word.
things were all jumbled up in my head.
//we're taking you to suburban hospital//
swooshh.
shots&such.
labels.names.k-a-y-e.date of birth.
//my name is suzy, im going to be your nurse//
bambambam.
scanscanscan
xraaaaaaaaay
&the results took forever.
the news spread fast.
zoooooooooooooooom.
phone calls&txt mssgs.
i saw faces, left&right.
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in a few minutes my chem class would be done.
of course, things like this would only happen to me.
seems like i can't have a "normal" semester.
oh well, things happen~
//God is good.//
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i always did know that i would get hit by car,
just didnt see it coming.
-----------------------------------------------------
crossed the street.
walked with care.
looking down, with each step.
making sure i wont fall.
white.
ice.
sidewalk.
& bam.
white fluffed up ball.
hit.
by a huge van.
rolled over across the icy path.
ripped up jacket.
blood&ice.
red&white.
the van crashed into a pole.
the driver gets out
& asks how the fluffled up ball is
//dont move, stay there, the police are coming//
it was cold.
sirens.
police.
ambulance.
witnesses.
totalled van.
the father that mistook me as his daugther.
i closed my eyes.
you & i both know how i dislike eye contact--
with strangers & certain occasions.
//do you like this shirt? im sorry, im gonna have to cut it, ok?//
---my mom got me this sweater---
but i couldnt say a word.
things were all jumbled up in my head.
//we're taking you to suburban hospital//
swooshh.
shots&such.
labels.names.k-a-y-e.date of birth.
//my name is suzy, im going to be your nurse//
bambambam.
scanscanscan
xraaaaaaaaay
&the results took forever.
the news spread fast.
zoooooooooooooooom.
phone calls&txt mssgs.
i saw faces, left&right.
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in a few minutes my chem class would be done.
of course, things like this would only happen to me.
seems like i can't have a "normal" semester.
oh well, things happen~
//God is good.//
Wednesday, January 28
its official, let's hibernate.
snow, ice, rain, bring it on.
i'll stay under my covers with dreams
made of hot cocoa&melted marshmallows.
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the sky is white.
morning, noon & night.
white sprinkles fall,
and make every street, tree,
roof, car, flower, mailbox layered
with its pure white love.
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& they say its the start of spring sem.
but i've only been to school once this wk.
winter brk is still with me.
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induction ball. 12/o8
everyone's back.
dc fun.
my lovely friends
other photos are stuck.
meaning, im too lazy to put them up.
ming tian jian.
oh&happynewyr to my asian friends.
i'll stay under my covers with dreams
made of hot cocoa&melted marshmallows.
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the sky is white.
morning, noon & night.
white sprinkles fall,
and make every street, tree,
roof, car, flower, mailbox layered
with its pure white love.
------------------------------------------
& they say its the start of spring sem.
but i've only been to school once this wk.
winter brk is still with me.
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induction ball. 12/o8
everyone's back.
dc fun.
my lovely friends
other photos are stuck.
meaning, im too lazy to put them up.
ming tian jian.
oh&happynewyr to my asian friends.
Thursday, January 15
there will always be...
[[click for full view]]
sunsets ♥
& a blue sky
with chalk writings on it,
lines that'll fade away
sunsets ♥
& a blue sky
with chalk writings on it,
lines that'll fade away
Saturday, January 3
new yr. new blog?
let's add this blog to the other 739872online journals i already have haha
im not supposed to be awake this early but i am.
let's make use of this energy i have, this rarely happens.
happy new year to everyone ♥ yay o9.
things to keep in mind:
//If a crisis has come to you on any front, surrender your will to Jesus absolutely & irrevocably//
//showing no concern for the uncertainties that lie ahead is the secret of walking with Jesus//
My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers
im not supposed to be awake this early but i am.
let's make use of this energy i have, this rarely happens.
happy new year to everyone ♥ yay o9.
things to keep in mind:
//If a crisis has come to you on any front, surrender your will to Jesus absolutely & irrevocably//
//showing no concern for the uncertainties that lie ahead is the secret of walking with Jesus//
My Utmost For His Highest by Oswald Chambers
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