trauma delta 1/29/081405

hahaha. whoever wrote on tag wrote o8 instead of o9.
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i always did know that i would get hit by car,
just didnt see it coming.
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crossed the street.
walked with care.
looking down, with each step.
making sure i wont fall.
white.
ice.
sidewalk.

& bam.

white fluffed up ball.
hit.
by a huge van.
rolled over across the icy path.

ripped up jacket.
blood&ice.
red&white.
the van crashed into a pole.

the driver gets out
& asks how the fluffled up ball is

//dont move, stay there, the police are coming//

it was cold.
sirens.

police.
ambulance.
witnesses.
totalled van.
the father that mistook me as his daugther.

i closed my eyes.
you & i both know how i dislike eye contact--
with strangers & certain occasions.

//do you like this shirt? im sorry, im gonna have to cut it, ok?//

---my mom got me this sweater---
but i couldnt say a word.
things were all jumbled up in my head.

//we're taking you to suburban hospital//

swooshh.
shots&such.

labels.names.k-a-y-e.date of birth.
//my name is suzy, im going to be your nurse//

bambambam.
scanscanscan
xraaaaaaaaay
&the results took forever.

the news spread fast.
zoooooooooooooooom.
phone calls&txt mssgs.
i saw faces, left&right.


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in a few minutes my chem class would be done.
of course, things like this would only happen to me.
seems like i can't have a "normal" semester.
oh well, things happen~
//God is good.//